I was chronically homeless between 2003 and 2007 (poor roommate choices) when I got this place . During that period, no one gave a shit about me except for two people who were too far away to do anything. I went through my rehabilitative therapies alone  – not one support organization wanted anything to do with me, I guess because my TBI wasn’t an approved method of acquisition ( home invasion, not Domestic Abuse) and, you’re kicking people to the curb who are fighting to keep you around?

I had no one fighting for me, but had a lot of people fighting against me. People like the BIA/NY who couldn’t decide if I was to old, or not severely brain injured enough for help, though, they did refer me to Staten Island Univ. Hospital for therapy. C.I.D.N.Y (Center for the Independence of the Disabled/NY – they just yanked my chain on a regular basis and outright lied to me. (wanna see the emails) and you kick people to the curb?

I realized Joshua didn’t care when, it was so cold here, that there was a frostbite warning for overnight – that was 2005, I think. I had to talk my gloves off to get my metro (transit) card out and use it. between the time I took my gloves off got the card, swiped it and put my gloves back on, my fingers were frozen. Frozen ot the point that my body temp made me feel like my fingers were burning, and my screams went unheeded, and Joshua slept in his bed.

I went on to Kinko’s to set up the Dawn Patrol

And you kick US to the curb? Jackass.

Fuck you.

;ust a quick post from me to you- I’m just finishing up a late lunch in Montclair, NJ. The more I come here, the more I realize, I should be loivong here.

Don’t be fooled the link above is a lie. The owner of this site, one Eddy Scwatz of Palo Alto, CA is a content thief. Eddy is a pseudonym, so, one strike against the legitimacy of the domain’s registry. The address is real. However, that does not relieve the little asshole from the fact he is a thief , and someone who hopes to make a bit of money off of selling the domain. Too bad Palin is yesterday’s fishwrap

for more information click here Diane Tucker is the reporter/blogger who brought this to light. To make this even more egregious, the apparent domain owner also owns/runs dirtyelections.com.

In a post over at my other blog, The Gvlshornbook , I described ways of securing your computer. Here, I give you a pressing reason why:

Botnet worm in DOS attacks could wipe data out on infected PCs | Security – CNET News The denial-of-service attacks against Web sites in the U.S. and South Korea that started last weekend may have stopped for now, but code on the infected bots was set to wipe data on Friday, security experts said. There were no immediate reports of any of the compromised PCs in the botnet having files deleted, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t happening or won’t in the future, said Gerry Egan, a product manager in Symantec’s Security Technology Response group. (Click here for Larry Magid’s related podcast with Symantec expert.) There are only about 50,000 infected PCs around the world being used in the attacks, which is relatively small compared to the millions that were infected with Conficker, he said. The attacks started over the July 4 weekend launching distributed DOS attacks on dozens of government and commercial sites in the U.S. and South Korea. The attacks, which resurged during the week at least twice, affected sites including the White House, the Federal Trade Commission, the Secret Service, and The Washington Post.

July 4, DDoS Analysis (PDF)

Securing your computer is now a matter of Homeland Security, and National Defense.

Apparently, we Liberals, are supposed to ask permission of the wingnut right. and apologize for tanning their asses

All those little “#” things are tags so the #twots can all commiserate over the repudiation of their most dangerous claptrap and toxic snake oil.

And. funny how they were all for border patrolling, and the National Guard doing until the Great Pragmatist came to town. Now:
DONKEY KONG? and, sir, are you threatening to shoot Guardsmen?

Been thinking about that a lot. About how hard I’ve worked since the mugging to “keep’ what I was prior to the brain injury. Came to a conclusion: forget it. It’s too much work for no reward. I’ve ‘kept it together’ for nigh unto ten (10) years and all I have to show for it is a job that just pays my expenses and nothing more. Pehaps, if I had support from people in my situation, and not just rehashing the events of May 1, 1999, or how they received their TBI, maybe, just maybe, it would be different. As it stands… In the course of my recovery, support was the one thing I lacked. My then BF couldn’t be bothered to ask or to gowith me. He just kept on like nothing had changed for him. Selfish Bastard that he is. So, thanks, Joshua for not a single fucking thing. ‘Keeping it together’ I’m tired of trying to be what I no longer am. Exhausted, actually. Stay tuned

I called the Brain Injury Assoc.of NJ two days ago. I think I”m not brain injured ‘enough’ for them, despite what I was told. No referral list has hit my email box. So, I stay stuck. can’t get out of a hole when no one will throw you a lifeline. So, today, I took the step of stopping the ‘happy face’ shit. I take no meds, so no withdrawl. I simply don’t desire to suppress the so-called ‘bad’ feelings that I call “Melancholy”, and my mom called it “unhealthy brooding”. Got news for you: being happy all the time is impossible if you’re not on drugs. Fuck that. I prefer having real emotions over pharmaceutically induced one.

Let’s hear it for Personality Disorder NOS!!!! WOOO WOOOO and fuck you you insensitive mother-fuckers.

Gaga te en la boca de sus padres

One other difference – you can’t say anything negative on a page. It’s “defamatory” by Facebook ToS Standards. How do I know? I made an accurate comment about how poorly I was treated by one company that has a FB page, and got a ToS warning.

Originally posted as a comment by MCLepus on Mashable – The Social Media Guide using Disqus.